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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

8:18 PM

Lovely Simon bought 2 bikes for each of us, a blue one for me and a black one for himself:) I think the black one is too small for him! his legs were spread wide apart and he paddled like a ducky haha. An impromptu decision by him *as usual*. I am so amazed at how Simon sets his eyes and mind on things almost instantly. I was still examining the structure of the bikes and deciding on the colour when he told the uncle he was getting both (in less than 5 minutes!!!!!) we wanted to ride from Hougang to East Coast yesterday but it was too tedious for me, had to push the bicycle half way through the journey instead, so we made a U-turn back. I am going to make sure the both of us ride our way through one day!

Another 3 months of school vacations have arrived and these is the 2nd week through. I have been thinking of the possible activities Simon and I could enjoy together and places which we could explore and learn of together, but nothing seems to be coming to my mind. The immediate images I could think of are food, town, movies and .... oh my gosh, i think i lack the creative juices to plan meaningful experiences for both of us.

&the beauty.

1:39 PM

What to write about? Life is back to usual after returning home. Home, school, home, school... etc Kinda boring though. Projects starts piling up now, when will I see the daylight again? >_<>

BUT To think that I am graduating with a degree in another 10 months time, kinda make my heart skip a bit. Never in my entire life did I ever dream of this day :) and after that? work I guess. Time flies really fast when I am trying to forget about it, in a blink of "many" eyes, I am turning 22 soon. I guess I am not getting too hype up over birthdays anymore.

I want to go some where far far away some day, with ming, pa, ma, wei wei and simon. when is the day?

&the beauty.

8:12 AM

I miss home. I have never felt this miserable in my entire life. As we strolled down the Chinatown street in Boston on Tuesday, I saw a number of young Asians (probably in their teens or early 20s) rushing home from work, eating at food stalls, crossing the pedestrian etc. I was immediately overwhelmed with emotions. I wonder if they came to this foreign country on their own? being separated from their loves ones? and I could not stop tearing from Bolystern Station to Fenway Park. It was embarrassing, but I felt there was a need for me to release the pent up sorrow which had been bottled up for the past one week. I miss home so badly, I miss my grandma's and mummy's cooking so much that my eyes "soured" and sting so much. I miss my dad, mum, ming, grandma, weiwei and Simon. I cannot wait to take the plane and fly back home. I want to be home.

&the beauty.

12:03 PM

Sat on the black chair, chewing on peanuts and dried almonds, thinking about life.

What am I going to do?

&the beauty.

7:47 AM

Often I wish I could blend well. Knowing

what to say, feeling less awkward and more vibrant etc, you know stuff like that. I can't remember when it exactly happened, but I definitely know I am not behaving how I was used to be. It makes me feel lousy inside and I often want to know how I could rip that part out of me. It seems as though the world I used to have stood still and became very silent. I want to stop feeling like a piece barren land.What happened, I don't know.

&the beauty.

11:38 AM

I had a bad tummy ache in the wee hours. I was awaken by the pain I experienced in my dreams first before I realised I was actually feeling the real pain. After releasing everything, I feel light and chirpy:) bye bye to all the intoxicated stuff in my body!

I am beginning to check the date more frequently now. The Boston Trip is arriving in less than a month... I'm still not ready.

&the beauty.

10:36 PM

There're days when I miss you like how I await for the December rain.

&the beauty.

Diana. 21 years old. Wheelock College Singapore. Short and petite. Pamper my skin best. Omnivoure but stay herbivore on Fridays. Catch me on ROSE Online!. Worship Makeup guru Michelle Phan and Artiste, Jung Ryeo Won.

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