Time flies really fast, these 4 years have gone by so quickly for us and we are celebrating Simon's 26th birthday today. And I'll be turning 22 (oh no) in several months time. Although I've entered adulthood, but I dn't feel like a grown up at all. I feel as though I am 13, 14 or 15, a time when I was still experiencing puberty. More or less I should be stabilized by now right? I feel I am still stuck in those time, with memories still so fresh in my head, as though they just happened yesterday.

I have this habit of repeating myself umpteen times on the same subject and I was telling Simon the other time (again) that he was still a boy boy and I was still an ignorant siao ting tong four years ago, but look at where we are today! We have spent a huge amount of time together but all these while I always feel I just got to know this funny man beside me. Sometimes I wonder if there is a a certain formula to the ways of life? People come and go around me, and it is sad to know that a relationship with a person might stop somewhere in life, for e.g my driving instructor(but in this case it's good cos it means I passed my test!), school teachers etc whom I once had spent large amounts of time with. So amazing yet so strange to me. Although Simon is a distance from the ideal partner I once wished for, I am learning to be contented and happy for the way he is. I could not ask for more generosity, faithfulness and love.

Through Simon, I learned to face up to the harsh reality of life which I never anticipated and of course to expect the unexpected. I value the wondrous way of life Simon give to others and I continue to wonder where we will eventually head towards to.